My new post. A suckish post.
I don't think that this blog can be my daily day thing to update. like last time.
Lets take it that whatever shit i'm writing, nobody will read it.
So lets start exploring the new universe in life.

Dear You,

To a total strangers, to friends, to now an Item.
It's been like going to be 3 weeks already since we are attach
but i don't feel like 3 weeks.
I feel that its like 3 months since we are together.. I know its mrepek kan?? well
At first I can't believe it. Why should i believe it. It should be you.. Haha.
I'm fortunate to have you. To tell you the truth,
I'm irritating and boring. I wonder why you chose me? Don't bother to answer that question.
Another truth is that, I lost hope on love. I can't seem to get the tempo right when Yknow, I don't ask alot from you.
All I want is to have a partner that can tahan my merepek ness and to have somebody to love.
It hurts me when your sad.
I really like it if you share your story with me. Cos every story you tell me, i get to know you better
You don't face it alone now cause i'm there whenever you want.
I can be your punching bag whenever your mad. Your shoulder to cry on if you feel like crying
You don't have to hide those feeling when your with me.
Not going to talk more. Save it for next post.
I hope that you won't keep your problem to yourself. Cause, I would like to suffer with you too.
Well thats all.


I knew that its been a long time since i updated my blog
I know that it is sooooo dead. Not sure why i want to revive it back. Should just live it like that.
So basiclly. I'm busy with assignments and projects.. Having my holiday now. Due to YOG.
Will be just a short post

To you:

I'm sorry that i never message you one whole day. I was busy with assignment. I swear..
My body is aching due to i carry heavy equipemnt.
I'm so sorry that i never msg you.
Please reply back. I miss you so much.
even though i never text ya, in my mind, i am thinking of you everytime.
So please forgive me for not msging you. ):

From me

I just had a strangest dream ever in my life.
i had a dream that i have lost you, and could'nt find you back.
i feel so painful. You are like part of my life already. So i gonna take care of you and love you.
Please dun ignore me. ):


3rd Day: It looks like the camp is coming to the end of the day. I woke up the same timing as the second day. That is 5.30am. The reason i woke up early because i was feeling cold during that time. So I had morning bath. The feeling was awesome. Feel wide awake. So after that, at 8am, we had our breakfast. Bee hoon for breakfast. We had a quick breakfast as we need to rush down to SHINES for our High Elements. So we leave our campsite at 9am with our bag. We rushed at our SHINES approximately 9.30am, if i'm not wrong. After we reach SHINES, we had some briefing for our high elements activity. I was scared though, because i'm afraid of height, but i manage to overcome it. So every group had 30 mins to try the obstacle. Such as high wall. We had a slow start though, as many of group members, could not do the obstacle.

There is 1 obstacle, it was very scary though. i could not look down. but with the help of my friend, i manage to reach the top. after everybody had done their obstacle, we then start with our high elements, it was scary though. as 9 or 10 people have to do the obstacle and 10 will need to do the ametuar obstacle and 5 our of 10, need to the expert obstacle. i did the ametaur and expert level, with my partner. My partner was sacred of height also, but i persuade her too do. I also advice her, not to look down. In the end, we did it. We had a time limit, that is 45 mins to finish it. But none of them finish the high elements. It was very hot though and i have become a little bit dark. After the time limit, was done, we have to pack up. After that, we had lunch. The food for the last day was so nice, until, i feel like having another pack. as i were hungry. After that, we had a small ceromony to give out certificate of participation. I was the last 4 to be given. I was wondering at first, why i didn't get my certificate. but soon after the lecturer told the rest of the cohord that the 4 of us, is selected for blaze camp 2. I was so happy. From there, we were dismiss. So it's the end of our camp.

Lunch, during the last day. Nice right?? hah

Our Prize!


What i learn during the camp is that, i learn how to lead a group when having such activities and having a disicpline mindset. I also learn how to work together as a team, although we could not communicate that well, we still persevere on. No matter what happen to each of us, we will take the blame together and standby each other when in needs. I would still like to go again for blaze camp 1.

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