Number nine.

Thursday, February 25, 2010 @ 9:34 PM

Amcam Bro!!.. haha.. k it's irritating.. I say that cos it's freaking irritaing.. thx to satu org tu ah.. haiz.. So basiclly i love this week even though the week is still not finish lah.. but i just take it as finish lah eh.. friday normal pe.. So basically, Monday was one hell of fun at night. Where the whole class, not the whole class ah like 30 people like that came down to raffles place to have our make up lesson. That is night photography. all the photos i took was ok je lah... not that good., But still i will persevere to continue and fight for this course.. So after cher left us like around 9.30pm. We went to the side of esplanade to lepak there and of course not for getting CAM-WHORE. you guys can check out the photos at my facebook. Almost all the phot were taken shark, that is equal to the blur photos uh.. So tuesday nth. just that everybody was tired. wednesday is the most freaking boring day. and i like to watch speed scandal or scandal makers.. both are the same.. The boy is so freaking cute.. awww. Then today, PE, COMG lesson was a while only as cher need to leave early.. so we finish skool at 10.30am.. then never go home uh.. went to play lan with rest at SAFRA tampines. After that went to republic poly with, huss, shark, nisa, zamir, hanif. that's all.. it was fun thought even though i left early.. sad seh.. should have stay longer. boohoo. well when i went home just now and was in the bus 161. while traveling through SLE i sa that the forest got burn. i guess the weather is getting hotter and hotter.. i want it to rain for the whole year.. haha..
Well... i guess that's all i guess. will update the blog again.. tata.
And i miss somebody... haiz. ):
Bye..

Saturday, February 20, 2010 @ 1:28 PM

Hey guyz.. i'm bored. seriously bored.. i want go out.. but too bad going to sufi house only later.. lepak there i guess.. or mayb kick and punch his punching bag.. So yeah.
So i guess chinese new have just ended.. or not rite? So it have been a great week for me in school. not sure why.. teacher's are all gerek.. classmates is so the awesomez. I love them alotz.
So i guess this is just a short post.. i won't be updating long already.. unless there is a story lah i want to tell. haha.. oh yes.. on tuesday went out with helmie and sufi... went to city hall to take pictures.. actually me who take the pictures. haha.come on it's for my assignment seh.. after that ho mkn at marina square then went to watch movies.. Well we watch percy jackson and the lightning thief. it was ok ah.. i like the girl.. the face like selena gomez sia.So the pweety.. awwww.
So after that go home.. well the rest of the week lazy to update.. and On monday going to esplanade with my classmates.. to take pictures at nitez. Cool.. i like.. so yeah..
That's all.. will update again yeah..
Bye!

Monday, February 15, 2010 @ 4:38 AM

It's 4.30 am and i am still wide awake.. wth.. i know it's making me more tired.. i donno what's wrong with me.. haiz.. so anywae.. sup guys.. currently at sufi house.. overnighting.. haha.. k i no there no such word.. soo.. i would like to wish my chinese my chinese friend.. gong xi fa cai.. sry if wrong spelling ehh friends.. and i know yesterday is valentine's day... but sad that i dun have a date... hah. how i wish she was here by my side now.. i feel like giving her a chocolate.. but i dare not to give her personnaly.. haiz... help me.. peeps. well i have being busy now eversince i gt into ITE.. assignment after another assignment... sian urhh..
ni wae guyz... my CA nominate me to go to huangzhou,china for culture exchange program.. but i not sure should i go or not.. somebody please help me.. i have been feeling down for the past few days... not sure why... issit because of you??? i'm missing you badly..
Well guus and girls.. this post will be a short one though... my mata da nagntok lurhh.. so goodnite my friends!
bye

Saturday, February 6, 2010 @ 11:20 AM

Hey guys.. i'm back. I'm so sry about the previous post.. But i can't help it.
I'm just missing her too much. So let just forget it k. haha. Well I'm ok i guess.
So yesterday is one hectic day i guess. So went to school at 10. and it was a scary experience as yesterday was supposed to be pitching but to bad, it's not my turn yet. Please be my turn on the next lesson. haha. So after that 12 dismiss, return camera. Oh yes. on Thursday, went to marina barrage for the first time of life.. So jacon. so went there took picture then off home.. i know, it's a waste of time doing that. So back to the story. my bro fetch me and went back home, and met sufi at his house at 1. and off to friday prayers. after that lepak jap then buy yakitori and i love the
mak cik there, haha.. very the funny. The mak cik want to introduce her daughter to me sia.. wth. well the conversations is smth like this:

Mak Cik: Umur brapa nie?
Me: 17 tahun nie cik,
Mak Cik: owhh. mak cik ada satu anak pompuan, menegah 4 tahun nie. nk kenal2 tk??
Me: (thinking for 5 seconds) Blh juga lah mak cik. apa salahnya kalau mak cik nk kenal2 kan anak mak cik ngan saya kan. saya blh bt kawan kan.(senyum)
Mak Cik: haha. blh. beh skrg single ke attached nie?
Me: Saya single lah mak cik.
Mak Cik. bagoz lah gytu. haha. boleh jadi anak menantu cik. aha
Me: (smiling)
The end.

So i was like o...K. haha. tk pernah2 ada mak cik suka aku.. haha.
So after that went back home, watch forest gump and then sleep. woke up near 7. then on comp but internet fcuking slow sia. then switch off. Then play psp while watching Tv. So after that bath then went to hougang pt to book movie ticket to watch SANTAU with nazri, zahid, matiin and hairul. we watch at 11.15pm. And seriously we were one hell of crazy people in the cinema. cannot shut up. haha. overall, i would give SANTAU, 10 out of 10. Cos it's cool and scary. A movie worth to watch. then after that tax home, actually not home bt point, buy noodle and set under one block. Went home at 2 for me. not sure bout the rest. Then watch TV then slept at 3.30am. Oh yes one last thing. On Thursday was my cross country and at participate it. Out of 100+ people in the B division, i was among the top 50. i came in No 35. I didn't know i was so slow.. haha. So that's all people. Will update again.
bye!

Monday, February 1, 2010 @ 9:30 PM

2 months and i guess she have move on.
What about me? I'm still in a state of dreaming and still remembering her.
I have still not move on. i wonder why?? issit the power of love? or you just couldn't forget about her?
well, I'm not sure yet. I'm in the state of confusion now even though is already 2 months ago.
I need counseling i think? or maybe not. it's just a waste of time for me. What should i do now?
Move on with my miserable life without her or should i just wait for her? i know it's a waste of time
Maybe i should choose option A and that is to move on without her BUT i can't
Even if I'm trying to forget her, at some point of time during the day, i will remember her and the memories,
I really wonder how people go through all this, haiz.
Like what people says, let bygones be bygones.
what does it mean?? issit to move on or what.. Somebody please help me..
I really still like her. I realize my own mistake. and i am going to learn form that mistake.
But something is stopping me from doing that and I'm not sure what it is. i'm always the type that when it comes to a relationship, i'm dead serious over it but thanks to my shyness, that is what stopping me and my boring-ness.
I am always stuck when it comes to talking to her. i kept talking crap and nonsense thing and i also like to mumble. i wonder why. I don't even know how to start a topic.Stupid right me? well i know is yes. So i guess i will not move on for now.
I 'm going to do what ever i can do for now. If not i will concentrate on my studies,.
It's making me sick everyday when i am thinking of you. maybe you have a problem that you want to share.
If your reading this blog, and you got a problem, you can text me. it has been 1 week that i last msg you.
well i have to say goodbye for now
See ya soon );