2 months and i guess she have move on.
What about me? I'm still in a state of dreaming and still remembering her.
I have still not move on. i wonder why?? issit the power of love? or you just couldn't forget about her?
well, I'm not sure yet. I'm in the state of confusion now even though is already 2 months ago.
I need counseling i think? or maybe not. it's just a waste of time for me. What should i do now?
Move on with my miserable life without her or should i just wait for her? i know it's a waste of time
Maybe i should choose option A and that is to move on without her BUT i can't
Even if I'm trying to forget her, at some point of time during the day, i will remember her and the memories,
I really wonder how people go through all this, haiz.
Like what people says, let bygones be bygones.
what does it mean?? issit to move on or what.. Somebody please help me..
I really still like her. I realize my own mistake. and i am going to learn form that mistake.
But something is stopping me from doing that and I'm not sure what it is. i'm always the type that when it comes to a relationship, i'm dead serious over it but thanks to my shyness, that is what stopping me and my boring-ness.
I am always stuck when it comes to talking to her. i kept talking crap and nonsense thing and i also like to mumble. i wonder why. I don't even know how to start a topic.Stupid right me? well i know is yes. So i guess i will not move on for now.
I 'm going to do what ever i can do for now. If not i will concentrate on my studies,.
It's making me sick everyday when i am thinking of you. maybe you have a problem that you want to share.
If your reading this blog, and you got a problem, you can text me. it has been 1 week that i last msg you.
well i have to say goodbye for now
See ya soon );